Help! What kind of phobia is this?

There may not be a defined phobia for this but what you should be more concerned with is fixing the problem or at the very least managing your fear within reasonable limits. Exposure therapy and Extinction along with CBT therapy can be very useful and at least one will be used with you if you seek professional help. Do some research on these techniques so you will know what to expect from your self and the person treating your condition. Best Regards, Garrett R.